Beat of My Heart

2010-08-17T10:39:00.001+08:00

Melbourne is the truth!
Tomorrow
=)

2010-08-15T10:02:00.002+08:00

It's so black and white.
Make it colorful for me.
Please.

2010-08-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

♥ the way it hurts.
when will it be numb?

2010-08-14T10:54:00.001+08:00

yet another boring weekends.

Airplanes - B.o.B. Ft. Hayley (Paramore) (Tyler Ward Acoustic Cover) - M...

2010-08-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

2010-08-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

Friendship
Is it worth fighting for when a friend does not accept you for who you are?
Friends come and leave.
Only true friend will stay forever till the end of time.
Even lovers does not stay.
How often does a friend fight with each other?
Is never.
Lovers?
I have to say it always.
At times, i do wonder how wonderful is it to always remain in my primary and secondary days where we are surrounded by friends.
Laughing together.
Do stupid things together.
I miss those days.
I miss all of them.

2010-08-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

*restless*

2010-08-07T10:49:00.001+08:00

Our love has changed
Is not the same
The only way to say it
Is say it
Is better.

2010-08-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

I wished i could have one more chance to fix it back to normal like how we used to.

2010-08-05T14:03:00.001+08:00

Could not wish for more.

2010-08-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

Wrong place, wrong time.

Flashing Back

2010-08-04T09:05:00.002+08:00

Thinking back those memories we shared in campus. Made me laugh. Time we spent together. Breakfast (never managed too cus we ALWAYS wake up late). Lunch. Dinner. And sometimes supper too. Fight over who's going to take the laundry. LOL! Remember once we fought over it and i was so angry and went take it for you, when i came back you hid under the blanket and put your piglet on the floor!! That was so funny to actually think back bout it. HAHA!! Then going out for movie. Studying at Starbucks. Went to town just for wan tan mee. I miss those days so much and you too!! Not to forget, the silent treatment in the room cus we always fight and don't want to talk to each other. Cus by talking means losing. Hahahhaha! Seriously we're so foolish over those fights but anyhow is a bitter sweet memories of us. LOL!! Awww i miss it. I wished i have more time over there, a few more months to go through all this again! =)

Finally!!

2010-08-03T15:33:00.002+08:00

I'm hired!!! =)
I just can't wait to start.
Hope everything will be fine and goes smoothly.
Thank God.
=)

Always waiting

2010-08-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

I'll call you later.
I'll talk to you later.
This is what i always hear from you.
And i don't get any of your calls till i fall asleep.
Did you forget or fall asleep?
I'm always waiting for you to call to wish me good morning and good night.

2010-07-25T21:45:00.003+08:00

Journeys end. Friends depart.
Every phase of life comes to an end.
But every end is also a new beginning.
It is a new chapter awaiting for us to explore.
It is up to us to what we want to think about.

The End or The New Beginning.

Abby the Little Chef

2010-02-19T19:09:00.002+08:00

After watching Asian Food Channel for half of the day, i was actually inspired to be a chef. Through food, you can bring happiness to people when they enjoyed great food. Although i had never actually cook a meal before..that's quite embarrassing.. but i wont stop watching that channel and one day, one fine day i'll be a little chef in my house.. hahahahahaha =)

Update!!

2009-12-22T18:04:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog after so long =)

Totally forgotten bout it until G-mee asked me to update.. XD

I'm still alive and busy with my final year research..

Nothing much to say...

Cheers!!~

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I'm Back!!

2009-08-02T12:01:00.002+08:00

FOR NOTHING!!!!

hahahahahahahahha

After So Long

2009-05-29T20:35:00.001+08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated my blog..hehehe..bor huat ma...busy mer...
forgive me.. =) and plus now is midsem exam...haihzzz... stress nia!!~~
tat's all for now... hehehe...
bye!~~

Personality Test Result

2009-04-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

When your eyes, walked away

And your eyes, couldn't stay

In your eyes, you watch her go

And wonder what went wrong

If everything was everything,

but everything is over

And how I lost you...

Nervous......

2009-03-27T20:03:00.002+08:00

Stomach giving me prob again..

Doc scared i might get stomach ulcer...

Damn lo...

So nervous now...waiting for my test results to be out...

Din go work today... Stomach so freaking pain....

Haihzz...

Attendance sure kantoi d one...

Back from hols...

2009-03-25T20:54:00.003+08:00

Me and my bro, do we look alike?

Mr leng zhai.. hahaha...

Group picture...

I'm so dark now after this trip.. like aneh aneh d.. hahaha..

Check out my facebook for my pictures..

lazy wan type d.. last but not least..

I love redang... so nice....!!!

Nothing Changed

2009-03-19T20:44:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile now, but i still feels the same. I don't know why. Everything that had happened keep running in my mind. Even i tried hard not to but it still do. Keeping myself busy won't help much. Trying not to bother much it hurts me too. Disappearing myself hurts me double. Life is sucky now.

2009-03-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

No one cares how much you know

until

They know how much you care

Where am i heading to this time?

2009-03-14T12:15:00.002+08:00

Standing up for your own right and safety is actually to protect yourself and never think of what's gonna happened next also a dumb thing. Mum not being supportive over my action. Said why do i need to create so much trouble and i won't be there for long. And YOU who i trust, you would at least say something to make me feel good but end up telling me in REALITY is like that. Now I'm thinking is my action right or wrong.

2009-03-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Follow your heart

Hang on and don't give up

Just because everyone else does

There is nobility in being the last one standing because the persistent are those who stretch boundaries set brave new standards and secure the hope for a better tomorrow

2009-03-10T22:06:00.001+08:00

Heaven above is touched by me

Human on earth is touched by me

Why aren't you?

I know there won't be a future for us

But i still believe

Am i giving myself a fake hope?

2009-03-09T17:34:00.001+08:00

Why am i so quiet?

I do not know why

Distance is so near

but

Still is very far away to reach you

Pictures!!!

2009-03-05T23:27:00.004+08:00

2009-03-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

What does it take to find back lost love?

A. Time

B. Perseverance

C. Devotion

D. It is written

2009-03-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

There is always HOPE

Keep holding to it

Hope will come

I'm holding on it

till when?

I ain't sure

but

I'm getting tired

hoping

for

happen

2009-02-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Sick sick sick

sick sick sick

2009-02-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

It was just a piece of paper to show people who putting more effort

But if you did put hard work but still not getting good results also nvm

Coz after your academic life, the most important is how you perform and soft skills you had.

Nothing to be sad.

It doesn't reflect the real ability of you

PS: Thanks D.C for your advice :)

2009-02-26T19:15:00.002+08:00

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone

Thinking of you till it hurts

I know you hurt too but what else can we do

Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart

For times when my life feels so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring

When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love,

I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I 'm all out of love,

What am I without you

I can't be too late to say that

I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home

Away from this long lonely nights

I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too

Does the feeling seem oh so right

And what would you say if I called on you now

And said that I can't hold on

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day

Please love me or I'll be gone,

I'll be gone

I 'm all out of love,

I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I 'm all out of love,

What am I without you

I can't be too late to say that

I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

Oh, what are you thinking of?

What are you thinking of?

I 'm all out of love,

I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I 'm all out of love,

What am I without you

I 'm all out of love,

I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I 'm all out of love,

What am I without you

I can't be too late to say that

I was so wrong

I 'm all out of love,

I'm so lost without you

I know you were right believing for so long

I 'm all out of love,

What am I without you

I can't be too late to say that

I was so wrong

Im all out of love

What am I without you

I know you were right believing for so long........

2009-02-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There's gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own

And everyone wants to know they're not alone

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

2009-02-24T20:17:00.004+08:00

Love me

I'll be gone

Wish You Are Here

2009-02-23T19:46:00.001+08:00

I thought I won’t feel so blue

Went to another place you flew

But before the week is through

I’m already at a loss of what to do

The longing, I just never knew

Can be so overwhelming, it’s true

Guess I’m really missing you

And wishing you’re here too

Audi Spotted!!

2009-02-22T19:53:00.003+08:00

So nice so so nice...!!~~

Spotted in Gurney basement car park..

Wonder who's the owner?

Izzit a good looking hunk's car?

or izzit queer??

=_=""

2009-02-22T12:13:00.001+08:00

To love,

To be hurt often,

And to love again,

This is the brave and happy life

Tarot Cards Reading

2009-02-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

Went for tarot cards reading with my cousin this afternoon.. haha..
pretty 'cun' also what he said about me..
funniest part is i'll get married at 28 and have 3 kids!!! OMFG!!!
hahahahaha..i was like HAR??? *mouth opened wide*
love section was so accurate.. hmmm...
heart stabbed!! haihzz!~~
no fate.. aiks...!~

2009-02-20T18:27:00.002+08:00

The day i stop having dreams of you

Is the day our destiny meets a fullstop

LoVe StOrY

2009-02-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,

See the party the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

You say hello

Little did I know

That you were Romeo

You were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a Love Story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quite cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this down for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

And I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, then try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real,

Don't be afraid

We'll Make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you would ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts to town

I said Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talk to your dad go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Happy Valentine

2009-02-14T19:30:00.002+08:00

Dear all,

To those who are dating...

Please play safe..

LOL

And to those who are single...

Play Hard and Have Fun..!!!

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

*hearts all over the world tonight*

2009-02-12T22:49:00.001+08:00

Real love is patience and compassion

Compromise and healing

It is forgiving...

Forgiving and forgiving...

New Beat To My Little Heart

2009-02-12T20:34:00.003+08:00

Forget the past

Focus on present

There're so much life can offer than being sad

Add new rhythm to my heart...

Thanks to you for your lovely advices.. :)

Dripping Tears

2009-02-10T18:26:00.000+08:00

When love is gone

A curtain seems to have drawn

No sunlight and no dawn

Only darkness from hereon.
Happy memories of days bygone

Now shine bright like neon

The more the past should be sawn

The more it appears for tears to drip upon.

2009-02-09T11:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Chap Goh Meh!!!

Gong Xi Fa Chai...!!

2009-01-24T10:40:00.002+08:00

CNY is coming..

Here to wish all of you a

Happy Chinese New Year..!!

Gong Xi Fa Chai

Angpau mai mai...

Hahahahaha...

Remember to give me angpau ya :p

Why??

2009-01-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

When something good bout to start and why something real bad will come to destroy it??

Feel so helpless...

Hate to say it.. but DAMN IT man!!

DAMN IT...!!!

F*** it...!!

Really can't stand it...!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!

WHATEVER !!!!!

FINALLY!!!

2009-01-22T15:50:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

My exam is over..!!!

Cant wait for CNY!!!

Come money come to me!!!

HAHAHAHA!!

2009-01-17T08:59:00.001+08:00

2 more to go!!!!

Woo Hoo!!~~

New Year Eve '08

2009-01-01T12:52:00.002+08:00

Pretty Lilian..

Hiao po!! hahahaha..

Group pics..!! Finally after so long.. Wen and shafi sat side by side.. Hahahaha..

Us in Egate.. Welcoming 2009!!

My darling Wen leaving tmr to Canada.. Miss her so much d... T___T

Goodbye 2008 Hello 2009 !!~~~

2008-12-31T17:19:00.005+08:00

2008 is coming to an end

Everything happened for a reason

Never regret in what i have done

Never look back and dwell over it

Never regret 2008

DID I??

Hello 2009!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Jingle Bells Jingle Bells....

2008-12-24T19:14:00.003+08:00

Hey hey Christmas is just 5 hours away...

Wishing everyone a very very

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS

Pictures Taken in Hanoi

2008-12-14T18:05:00.005+08:00

Morning market

Hai Long Bay

The YL..

Group picture.. All gals.. no no is OL..D and YL.. Hahahaha..

Counting down.... To Hanoi...!!

2008-12-04T00:29:00.003+08:00

Can't wait..

Excited!!~~

Great feeling...

Feel that i can't come home..!!~~

~Touch wood~

hahahahahaha~~!!!

Siapalah ku terhadap me?

2008-12-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hati ku bagai dihempas pada batu

Mengapa engkau layan ku dengan dingin?

Kau bagaikan segalanya bagi ku..

Kesendirian meniti kepiluan..

Keinsafan menagih kesimpatian..

Ku akan menanti hari itu untuk kau kembali pada sisi ku..

HANOI i'm coming...!!!~~~

2008-11-30T17:29:00.003+08:00

Can't wait to go.. cus hor i never board on a flight before.. haha.. memalukan only.. =)
but then hor heard from my fren Hanoi only have ONE shopping mall which is like Prangin Mall but is smaller.. Wah... nvm ler go see see lo..

~dunno wat to write liao~

yea yea yesterday went Qmall, saw ASIMO.. it can run one eh.. and dance too..!! LOL!!
sungguh tak percaya robot also can dance...!!

AND yea not to forget... MEGA SALES has started!!! hahaha.. TOO fat now cant buy any yet.. hahahahaha...

2008-11-19T11:27:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!!

I CANT BELIEVE IT!!

KHAW WEI XHEN HAVE A BLOG!!!

Sayang O Sayang

2008-11-16T13:57:00.004+08:00

She is my "sayang" tercinta saya.. *swt*

She's always there to "kap" with me when I'm down..

Telling me all those jokes and gossip which i love to hear bout and yea not to forget your DOVEY!!!... :P

And "sayang" i miss you so so so very much..

Faster get your arse back and i really really so so want to see your face...

Missing you every now and then...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Shafi, see i appreciate and miss you so much till i blog bout you....

Are you happy?? :P

Waiting.. waiting and still waiting...

2008-11-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for the THAT day to come and get over it....!!

Pening only keep thinking and thinking and thinking....

CA was horrible man esp Pop Gene...

Coming up on Monday is Enzyme and Protein..

Another pening case...

Malas lo wan study..

Why must study wor?

HAIYO...!!

Doomed!

2008-11-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

4 papers coming up soon which is next week and 1 also i din touch.

In conclusion gonna screwed my mid sem papers. All of it!

Back in campus also useless can't study.

Probs banyak betui..

Sejak bila i'm so emo~~ one...

Haihzzz...

Cho lang so kang kor~

*sob sob*

~Heart breaking~

Crying my heart out liao!

Going home...

2008-10-24T10:17:00.002+08:00

I'm going back home in like ermmm... 6hours time..
Haha.. I know my mum misses me alot.. Not being perasan okay..
I haven't gone back for like 2weeks.. Haha.. Can you believe me staying in Aimst for 2 freaking weekends? Believe it!! Was bitter sweet weekends... Hmmm.. wonder why...
What ever...
Till now...
xoxo... oh my so gossip girls.. lol...

La la la la !!~~

2008-10-23T17:12:00.002+08:00

So happy.. Enzyme and Protein exam being postponed to 17th Nov..
Hahahaha.. Means i don't need to study later.. Can continue watching my Chinese series..
Then tmr going back to PG for 2 weeks break.. Mwahahaha..!!
See ya ppl in Penang!!!
Happy Deepavali to all my Indians friends...!!!

AMFT=DEAD

2008-10-22T13:02:00.001+08:00

So so so very very very dead for this paper..

*sob*

BS'ing..

2008-10-12T11:21:00.004+08:00

All i can think of now is Big Apples doughnuts.. T___T
Stupid cousin "sia" me.. Yuh...
I don't get to eat.. I'm stuck in Aimst.. *sob*
Sien lo....!!! I miss Penang now...
I wan go back...!!!!!!!!

2008-10-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

to all my muslim friends...!!!

Fall for You

2008-09-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you i'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may of failed

But I have loved you from the start

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

Cuz talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Your impossible to find

22nd September..

2008-09-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

Was admitted in hospital for food poisoning cuz i tham chiak lo..
Took laksa, chicken rice, tomyam and herbal chicken..haha
My stomach cant take it.. so ended up in hospital.. haha..
suffering man.. diarrhea and vomiting.. T__T
So freaking pain okay..
After they took it off.. still pain..
Back in AIMST, they were enjoying BIG APPLE doughnuts..
I was suffering in hospital.. eating porridge okay.. porridge..

Falling sick...

2008-09-21T11:17:00.003+08:00

My friends are back to visit me, which are Ms. Sore Throat and Mr. Fever.
Wondering when Ms. Diarrhea coming. I miss her so much. I need her to help me lose some kilos. Lolx..!!

Mem'boringkan

2008-09-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

I'm back in Uni..sad sad..Now in 2nd year d..timetable kinda packed..class at 8am everyday and ends at 6pm!!! OMG!! I'm so dead..
So free now.. Nothing to do.. Sien lo.....
And yea i received 21 bday cards and etc from my lovely friend, never in my life received so many... haha..
Thanks pumpkin.. ;P

My 21st..~~

2008-09-13T22:35:00.006+08:00

My birthday cake. Home made choco mousse
Mum, Me and Koko.
Jersey and Gary
Grandma,Grandpa, Uncle and Aunt

With Aussie Unc and Aunt

Cousins...

Thanks mum for the wonderful dinner and the birthday cake.

Thanks everyone for the red packets. Hehe.

Thanks Yalmi and Ping for the watch. I really like it.

And not to forget I love you alot Mummy.

Friday Outing!!

2008-09-12T18:14:00.004+08:00

Went for lunch and movie with my beloved Lilian and Chun Tyng aka Pig in Gurney.

Lunch at KimGary.
Mine don't know what noodles.
Pig with his lunch. Haha.
That's Lilian with her big bowl of noodles. And was not nice. The soup was tasteless.
He is a pervert. Don't blame him. Haha.

We went watch $$$ still not enough.

Very funny and at the same time very touching.

Both of us girls cried except for that heartless pig. :D

That was after movie, went for dessert at 600cc.
Honey dew don't know what.. haha..
That's peanut butter ....

Happy Birthday Great-Grandma..!!

2008-09-09T22:00:00.003+08:00

Celebrated great-grandma's 89th birthday. Happy birthday..!!
Was having good time,good food and great wine.. Haha..
posing time..haha..
Grandma and great-grandma
Couszzie...
Me and my bro..
godmum,grandma and mummy..

Happy 89th birthday great-grandma..!!
With all my cousins..

yea yea i looked like one retard.. haha.. that's my mum on my right..are we alike? hehe..
me and my cousin..hearts her... and i know i looked awful..haha..who cares..I'm having fun..

Pre-21st with Daddy

2008-09-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

Thanks Pa for the early celebration dinner and cake.

Cousin,nephew and aunt.
Uncle in blue, Pa in white, who's that in black? Haha. Jess in green. Where is my bro? Blocked by the waitress.
Thanks Pa for everything. Love you.

Alone

2008-09-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

How does it feels like being alone?

I'm a person who can't live alone

My cousin looked down on me, said i can't make

I'm doubting myself too

Can i or cant i make it?

Is it very lonely when you are alone?

When you needed somebody but no one is there for you

There's no one to share your happiness and sadness

Anyway who cares anymore

No one does

They only care about themselves not others

Yea I'm starting to love this 2 words

who cares

Way back into love

2008-09-03T18:17:00.002+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead,

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,

I've been lonely for so long,

Trapped in the past,

I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,

Just in case I ever need them again someday,

I've been setting aside time,

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.

I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,

I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,

I know that it's out there,

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,

Not somebody just to get me through the night,

I could use some direction,

And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.

I can't make it through without a way back into love.

And if I open my heart again,

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,

And if I open my heart to you,

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,

And if you help me to start again,

You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

Weekends Outing!!!

2008-08-31T19:22:00.002+08:00

Date:30/8/2008
Location: Gurney Plaza
This was what we did in GP, actually not we was ME only. Yea yea i know I'm such a poser. I find it nice. Look at those 2 supporting actress behind me. Jual Mahal don't want to pose. So bad. Hehe.

Date:31/8/2008
Location: Queensbay Mall
Me in Crocs posing with the hp pouch. I don't know what its called. That small thing cost RM69. So freaking expensive man. Tadak duit nak beli.

Then me and yongkhey enjoying our Auntie Annes outside Qbay beside the "beach". Thanks to my lovely cousin, Vinnie who wanted to see the view of the "beach".. SWT!! Anyway was nice.

Had a great weekends after so long being stranded in AIMST. Till now more update soon. Hopefully another outing tomorrow with my cousins again. Hehe..

Holsssss!!!

2008-08-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

At last I'm back to Penang for my holidays...YAY!!! but but is only 2weeks...
Sad sad... Why cant biotech have longer holidays..? Whatever is it I'm gonna enjoy my hols..altho not going anywhere...haha..so lame...

Sunday Morning.. :D

2008-08-24T15:43:00.003+08:00

Went for breakfast with my bestie this morning at MacD.. Was fun cuz we were gossiping..
haha.. Ladies love to gossip don't they? haha.. She's going back to OZ this Tuesday.. Safe journey Shafi Dear.. hahaha..

Pretty right? hehe..

Souvenir she got for me.. Cadbury choc and key chain for me.. fridge magnet for my mum..
She's so sweet.. Mwah..!!

Then went for hair cut with my cousin.. As usual my hair looks the same.. Haha...
We are poser!!!
Pink morning.. LOL.. both of us in pink.. even the hairstylist too in pink.. haha

Grand Opening of AIMST

2008-08-22T18:39:00.011+08:00

View from the helicopter... Present to you.. AIMST University...hahahaha...
17th August 2008.. A day to remember.. Official opening of AIMST by our PM....

Flags flying high..Uncle Sam Vellu
Me and Min Hui
I shook his hand.. Haha..

Night Life in Aimst

Me and Pigkhey.. hope she don't kill me..
Khey and Safiah.. Poser ler them.. haha
See see.. poser... haha..
Me and safiah.. I'm not poser okay.. Was trying to make the pic more interesting.. LOL..Hantu's of the night...

Library building
Great hall..
Miss Malaysia 2007 man.. She's hawt... She was the MC for the grand opening..
PM's poster.. Scary only.. so damn huge...

Fountain of Aimst?? lol

2 down 4 to go...!!

2008-08-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

Today was the 2nd day of my final examination. One word for Microbiology=DEAD.

I have the feeling i can flunk this paper. Questions was like shit!! Thank God psychology was not that terrible as i thought. Anyway i have a week still before my next paper which is MS and then followed by BLO( another killer sub) Haihz...

In great stress now...

August baby..

2008-08-03T10:34:00.003+08:00

Wow.. So fast the time had passed and i dint realise. Actually i do but just ignoring it cause my FINALS is around the corner.. T__T Yea finals... I haven't finish studying. And guessed what?? I'm in AIMST for the weekends!!! So miserable man staying here for the weekends.. T__T And i won't be going back PG for a god damn one month.. T__T

I miss every single thing is PG.. So sad....

Random..

2008-07-29T13:23:00.002+08:00

Hmm..I'm now at study area using lee xin's lappie to blog.. Hahaha.. She's a senior of mine by one semester.. Fun person to be with.. We just click together in terms of making stupid jokes.. Haha.. So not in the mood to study now.. T____T
Die d la.. Finals in 12days times.. T___T And i'm just starting with my IM...!!
Dead..! So dead!!

CountDown to Finals

2008-07-26T10:51:00.002+08:00

14days left before the kick start of my 1st final paper which is psychology.. T____T

So little days left and there are too much too study.. I'm dead.. So dead so dead..

Still have 3 lab reports which i didn't complete and 2 need to hand up on Monday..

Just hate the busy life now.. Oops.. Busy?? Nah.. I don't think so.. See see.. I still have time to blog.. mwahahaha.. This shows that I'm very free just that too LAZY to study.. Damn...!

I better get my arse off my bed and start drowning myself with my BLO,APP and IM notes..

Sob sob..!!

Pictures...

2008-07-25T21:40:00.009+08:00

Attention C4p, there's a note for you guys again.. Haha.. This note is not up on the toilet door yet.. but soon.. aiks..! Shhh... don't tell anyone.. Hahahahahah...

My study table.. Messy right? Too small table not enough space to put my things. Can you see the elephant's ass on the white board?? Hahahaha...That's my symbol okay? LOL

I love drawing that.. :P

We went for lunch at LeBoss yesterday afternoon. Was great after so long since the last time i went there. Could not even finish my lunch set below. Tau pau balik for people to eat. Haha.

My set lunch Tempura Fish with salad and french fries..
Safiah with her Mee Goreng
Yummy yummy fish... :D
Pineyaya with his wedges..
Mushroom skewer.. looks nice..

I did so badly...

2008-07-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today is my psychology presentation. One word: SUCK. I screwed it. T_T

Was like shit. I don't think anyone understand what the hell i was saying. Argh..!

So angry with myself....

Sick oo..

2008-07-22T20:26:00.003+08:00

Been sick since yesterday. No appetite to eat. Feel like vomiting and head is dizzy all the time. Argh.. Hate this kind of feeling. Make me so unhealthy all the time. All my roomie thinks I'm not alright caused I've been acting like a clown in the room. And now I'm their victim of joke in the room. Sob sob..!!

Video of him dancing.. Mwahaha..

2008-07-20T19:27:00.002+08:00

Slumber rite??

Celcom vs Digi

2008-07-20T17:02:00.003+08:00

So funny.. Haha... Enjoy it...

Bon Odori...

2008-07-20T13:43:00.004+08:00

Entau ba spotted!! Haha..
With japanese ladies.. Da one in white kimono is so tall.. Aiks..!
Me and yalmi..
Fireworks

Performance by Penang Japanese dunno wat.. haha..
Bon odori dance..

Another leng chai.. haha..

Entau rite?? The way he dance so slumber.. haha

Is so............................. BORING!!

2008-07-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored right now. I'm dying of bored'ness d. I cant stand it..!! Aid needed..

I'm having....... diarrhea

2008-07-16T12:18:00.002+08:00

I really really dislike having diarrhea...

Every time must rush to the loo for so many times...

I've been rushing to loo since early this morning which is 3.30am!!!!

Argh... ......................... .................... disturb my beauty sleep.. *grins*

Up to now is already the 7th times...

Mwahaha...

Terrible??

Yea i think so..

but but but..

i can lose some weight... hehehehe...XD

Home Sweet Home

2008-07-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

Supposed to be in SP till Friday but I'm home.. mwahahaha.. why?? Caused tomorrow is a public holiday in Kedah and I'm skipping Wednesday's APP class by the way is only one class on that day.. So is better to spend more days in Penang than SP.. So bored over there.. mwahahahaha..

Will be heading back to campus on Thursday morning and coming back to Penang again on Friday evening.. Woo hoo~~!! Haha.. Think that I'm nuts?? Yea i bet i am nuts!! Mwahahaha...!!

Bullfrog..??

2008-07-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT KIND OF A PEST U ARE!!!

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach

February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake

March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk

May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach

June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite

August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk

September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake

November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite

December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind ! of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique..You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

Ps: Took it from Gillian's blog.. Hope she don't mind.. :)

Is Saturday..!

2008-07-12T17:48:00.003+08:00

Went Gurney just now with my cousin. Sales is on in every single shop over there but just don't have the money to buy all. Haha. I've seen a lot of tops that i wanted to buy especially those my Espirit and the bag too. Well I'm not born with golden spoon so can't afford to buy it all. Maybe in future when i earn my own cash. Hehe. After gurney went for hair cut, my hair looks the same like before. Cut is equivalent to dint cut. Lolx!! Then went to handphone shop, me dream phone Sony Ericsson G900 is out. Selling at RM1550.. OMG!! How to buy?? So expensive. Where to get the money?! Haih~~!!!

New Nike!

2008-07-11T20:56:00.002+08:00

nice leh my new shoes...

At last i got my new Nike sport shoes. Is Nike Air Max and is a Women's running shoes. Bought it last Sunday, but i din't have the time to upload the pic. Was busy last weekends. :)
Thanks mummy for buying me the shoes.
Muax........
Hearts her so much..

In Guilt

2008-07-11T19:18:00.003+08:00

It happened on Wednesday's night. After dinner, we went back to hostel and saw ROOM3 housemates were having their dinner at the living hall. So it was the right time for us to have a talk with them cause they were noisy for past few days and can you imagine they were making so much of noisy at 7.30am in the morning?? Phew!! So we went out of our room and darn they were not there, YK another foundation housemate who always mixed with them become our victim. 4 of us were talking to her, telling her to pass the message to her friends not to make so much noise cause we could not tolerate with them anymore. We had told them alot of times not to be so noisy but still they aren't listening. We even told her that if they are still noisy we gonna complain to Student Affairs and their names going to be blacklisted and its gonna be so hard for them to get into degree courses. The talk continued.... and bla bla bla... i was standing there looking cause i didn't know what to say.. For the whole conversation i didn't even say a single word... Talk ended. We went back to our room and went bathe. After coming from toilet and get dressed.. Our housemate was CRYING!! OMG!! I was in shocked and felt so guilty.. And we didn't know they were having their Eng paper the next day.. Sorry ya..

Sony Ericsson G900

2008-07-05T21:15:00.004+08:00

Was browsing thru' Sony Ericsson website and saw this phone. Its a PDA phone. Nice lo. I wan get it but no money. Sad case.

Features of the phone:

Touch screen finger navigation

Push e-mail

Integrated 5mp camera

Wifi

Hand writing recognition

and etc..

Think this model is not in our market yet but is coming out soon. Hopefully can save enough money to buy it :D